Jeremiah 33:3 Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Deliverance from the Black Hole
Deliverance from the Black Hole
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman
09-30-2008
"As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Joshua 1:5b).
A black hole is a place of total nothingness. It's a time in our life when God removes the resources and supports that we normally rely on to feel secure - our careers, finances, friends, family, health and so forth. It is a preparation time.
When you find yourself in a black hole experience, don't just sit and brood. Take stock of your life. Take a look at your relationship with God.
First, ask God if there are any sins, habits, or attitudes that He might be judging in your life. It's important to discern whether the trial we face is the result of God's discipline for our sin?or if it is preparing us for a future leadership role.
Second, when you enter a black hole, don't trust your feelings. Trust God. Your feelings will tell you, "God has rejected you. Abandon hope. He has left you utterly alone." Feelings change; God never changes. Feelings come and go; God is always with us.
Third, remember that your black hole experience is not only intended to refine and define you; it's also intended to influence and change the lives of hundreds or even thousands of other people. Our adversity is not just for us, but others in our sphere of influence.
Fourth, don't try to hurry the black hole process along. Remember, when Joseph was in the depths of the pit, there was nothing he could do about it. He couldn't climb out, jump out, levitate out, or talk his way out. All he could do was pray and wait upon the Lord.
Fifth, lean on God. Even when you don't feel like praying, pray. Even when you don't feel like reading His Word, read. Even when you don't feel like singing songs of faith, sing. When you pray, don't just talk; listen. Be silent before Him and listen for His still, quiet voice.
Sixth, be alert to new truths and new perspectives. During a black hole experience, God often leads us to amazing new discoveries. A black hole can be a storehouse of unexpected riches for the soul.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Quotes For The Day
Theodore Roosevelt
Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt.
William Shakespeare
Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
Thomas Jefferson
In prosperity, our friends know us; in adversity, we know our friends.
John Churton Collins
The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man be perfected without trials.
Danish Proverb
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Take off the mask!!!
I guess I have a lot to share today....
I hate "playing house" and "playing church".... But sometimes I still feel like I do... Like I have to have it all together!! Philippians 1:6 For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus.
There is a song that I absolutely LOVE by Casting Crowns:
Stained Glass Masquerade
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
THIS IS GOOD STUFF: Enjoy this article by J. Lee Grady
Don't Let the Devil Eat Your Lunch!
In this season of spiritual shaking and financial uncertainty, we must press into the secret place of praise in order to overcome discouragement.
I’m a big fan of newspapers, but I haven’t enjoyed reading mine lately. The news has been intensely negative for the last few months. Plus, the number of advertising pages is shrinking because of the economic crisis. So when I picked up my very thin copy of the Orlando Sentinel today, I had to search hard to find anything positive. (I am happy, of course, that the Florida Gators crushed the Tennessee Volunteers over the weekend!)
“I believe the book of Psalms is in the middle of the Bible because praise must be at the core of the Christian life.” |
When discouragement hits me, I know I must fight back immediately. If I wallow in my sorrow or entertain my fears, the devil steals my joy and robs me of the strength I need to serve God faithfully. I’ve made a list of the seven most common things that tend to drag us down:
ek, in fact, a person who identified himself as a Christian said he hoped I would “roast in hell” and then described my spiritual condition in profane terms. Normally those kinds of off-the-wall comments don’t affect me, since I know hate mail is part of my job. But if I’m fighting discouragement on some other level and my guard is down, toxic criticism feels like a kick in the groin.
I believe we must learn King David’s strategy. We must run to the secret place.
J. Lee Grady is the editor of Charisma.
Speak The Truth in Love
Ezekiel 2
8 "Only take care, son of man, that you don't rebel like these rebels. Open your mouth and eat what I give you."
Notes in my Bible:
Ezekiel 2:5 God wants genuine and faithful servants to proclaim His Word to the people. They must speak all that God wants them to speak without fear or compromise; their message must not be determined by the people's response, but rather be spoken out of an absolute loyalty to God and His revelation. Even if some of the people are determined to resist God and His Word, God's prophetic spokesman must continue to speak God's Words, rebuke sin and rebellion, and call the people to faithfulness to the Lord..
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Do You Want To Get Well?
I do have to praise God because it is NOTHING like it used to be... Before, I couldn't leave the house or do anything without a drink and/or a pill... Now when I do something I just have to pray... Little by little and from glory to glory, FOR HIS GLORY!
Thank You Lord! !
Do You Want to Get Well?
“Pick up your mat and walk.”
John 5:11 (NIV)
Devotion:
Are you familiar with the story of the man on the mat found in the Gospel of John? As the story opens, we find Jesus entering Jerusalem after a tiring journey. His Father led Him to a dirty, smelly pool of water. Every day the lame, weak, and sick gathered at this pool, believing an angel would come down, touch the water, and fill it with healing powers. Whoever entered the pool first received instant healing. As Jesus wandered through the crowd, God drew his eyes to an invalid lying on a mat.
Jesus looked deep into his soul and asked, “Do you want to get well?”
“Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”
Have you ever felt like this invalid? Are you paralyzed by fear, despair, isolation, or self-pity? Do you believe you are the victim of unfortunate circumstances?
I lived like that invalid for over a decade. In 1986 at age 21, I was raped by a masked stranger hiding in my apartment. Before that day, I loved my life. I had just completed four years of college and graduated with honors. I had dated and become engaged to a wonderful man. I had even been voted a homecoming princess and had an amazing job waiting for me. After that day, worldly praise and blessings meant nothing. My attacker’s vile and cruel act shattered my hopes and my dreams.
After that I lived in a prison of fear and despair. Then I encountered Christ in this gospel story. The words Jesus spoke to the crippled man pierced my soul. I realized that I was the man on the mat. I enjoyed being the victim. I had become accustomed to my place of sorrow. Worse, I was comfortable there.
I came to know the truth of Hebrews 4:12: “For the Word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.” God’s Word spoke personally to me. I knew I needed to take a first step.
I surrendered my fear, my pity, and my grief, and opened my heart to God’s Word. I learned He had a plan for my life and a purpose for my pain. I knew I would never see it until I had the courage to get up and walk.
If you find yourself on a mat, will you trust me and open God’s Word? God will speak into your heart promises of hope and healing. However, before you can take that step off your mat, you must surrender your fear, self-pity, and despair. Sweet friend, God is waiting. Will you take the first step?
Monday, September 22, 2008
Awesome Service
Our pastor felt like the Lord was leading us to: worship, pray and share how the Lord is moving in our lives... That was the whole service! WOW!!! I am so glad that we are not going to be "PLAYING" church... It was so refreshing... I love to be taught, but it is encouraging to know that he (Pastor Brad) is not just teaching us the Word, he is actually inviting the Lord in and letting Him lead... THANK YOU LORD!!!
Ok, the whole fear thing came up AGAIN!! The pastor asked if anyone wanted to share what the Lord has been doing in their lives... My heart was beating so fast.. I knew I was suppose to share... But, then one friend of mine got up and shared and it was wonderful... Then my heart was still going, but I was too scared to get up, and another person got up to share... They were very transparent, and honest and the Lord got the glory... So, then she sat down, and I even groaned because I knew I needed to get up and share.... But, I did not... I told the Lord if he (Pastor Brad) asked again, that I would get up, but he did not ask...
1 Peter 3:15 But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have.
Sorry Lord.... He is SO faithful and has been so merciful to me, how could I not get up and share? I am just going to have to do it afraid, if need be!!!
To any Pastor that may read this... Please do not be discouraged if the Lord places something on your heart like this, and not many people get up... I bet there are a lot of people that would like to share, but they are scared... I wonder how many more were sitting out there that also felt the same thing that I did... I was literally wrestling with the Lord about it...
I read this, this morning: Matthew 10:27 - What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight; what is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the roofs.
I hear you Lord, and I will!!!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
I Am A GOODWILL FREAK!!
I have not put all my finds on here, but these are some... I put them on here mainly because I tried to send the pictures to my mom through email and it didn't work, so I told her that I would post them on my blog...
I am proud of my finds! I love it!
Tapestry $2.99
Napkin Holders .49 cents each
I needed some pretty water glasses for decorating a table at church and found these glasses... I went on half-price day and got them for .99 cents each!
Bottle
Bottle, Plate, and Box (I don't remember what I paid for each... But, not
more than $2.00...)
My mother-n-law bought the shelves $20
This bottle still had the price tag on... It was $14.99... Goodwill had it for
$6.00, but I went on Half-price day... $3.00!
My pretty rooster... No more than $2.00
This is a planter... It is extremely heavy... I got it for $3.99
Chenille curtains. They were still in their package w/ the price tag for:
$34.99 each... I got them for $1.99 each!
I love this wallet... It is brand new, and I found it still in the box with
the price tag.. The original price tag says $40.00... Goodwill was asking
$20.00 and I went to the half-price day today... $10.00!!
Pretty beaded lamp... $3.99
Gold charger: $1.99 each... Went to Half-price day and got
them for .99 cents each!
Blue bottles... The biggest one still had price tag on it for $9.99.
I paid $1.99 and the rest were less than that...
Chest: I think I paid $4.99
Red Bottles: Large: $1.99 Small: .99cents
Ok: I wanted to change out our bedding, and found the bedding that I
wanted at Target... It had all this stuff that you needed to buy
separate.. So, I left and prayed about it... The pillow in the middle was
$24.99 and the others were $19.00... Anyway, on the way home I decided
to stop by Goodwill... The targets around here send their damaged stuff, or
stuff that is out of season to the Goodwills... I found the middle pillow and one
on the right for $4.99 each (new!) So, I went back and got the rest of the
stuff! I saved $35.00!
Oh and I got the gold pillow shams from there for $1.99 each!
I can't help myself! I love to save money! It is almost like a challenge to me! I would still do this even if money was no object!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I AM A Christian...
By Maya Angelou
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean living."
I'm whispering "I was lost.
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
And need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak.
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed.
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches.
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou.
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I HATE FEAR!!!
It is funny... I shared my testimony in front of 60 women, and had the same amount of fear when we had a couple over for dinner the next night.. I know... It is weird... I wish I could explain it.... Their is always this initial fear before doing something...
2 Corinthians 12:9-10
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
I LOVE HOW THE LORD SPEAKS TO US THROUGH A SONG
I was sitting here fretting over having to speak in front of a group of people... I do not like to speak in front of people... I was asked one time to do an announcement at church and I asked the lady if they had ever had anyone throw up or have diarrhea, because I might be the first... I do not know if I could be any plainer(?) about how I feel about it... :)
How easy Jesus is forgotten amid the comfort of our lives;
Our flames become a flicker and faith a brilliant disguise;
Our Sundays become a holiday they're an empty exercise,
And the cost of real devotion seems so foreign to our lives.
Oh, Oh to gladly risk it all;
Oh, Oh to be faithful to His call;
Abandoned to grace and anchored in His love,
Living dangerously in the hands of God.
Our Lord He is a hiding place His Word is strong and sure;
Though the storms may reach around me in His love I stand secure;
So let me live like I believe it, and though my faith is prone to fail,
Though I cower under trials by His grace I shall prevail.
Oh, Oh to gladly risk it all;
Oh, Oh to be faithful to His call;
Abandoned to grace and anchored in His love,
Living dangerously in the hands of God.
There's safety in complacency;
But God is calling us out of our comfort zone
Into a life of complete surrender to the cross.
To live dangerously is not to live recklessly,
But to live righteously.
And it is because of His radical grace for us
That we can risk living a life of radical obedience to Him
You've got to walk on,
For the Lord He walks with us;
You've got to walk on,
Though it costs you everything.
You've got to pray on,
"For the eyes of the Lord moved to and froThrough out the earth that He may strongly support those Whose hearts are completely His." (2 Chronicles 16:9)
Oh, Oh to gladly risk it all;
Oh, Oh to be faithful to His call;
Abandoned to grace and anchored in His love,
Living dangerously,
Are you living dangerously,
Yes, we ought to be
Living dangerously in the hands of God.
(By Steve Camp)
You Are Not Alone
I search for love
When the night came and it closed in
I was alone but you found me where I was hiding and now
I'll never ever be the same
It was the sweetest voice that called my name saying
You're not alone for I am here let me wipe away your every fear
My love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night and
I'm the one who's loved you all your life
All of your life
You cry yourself to sleep cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep
All hope seems lost
With heartache your closest friend and everyone else long gone
You've had to face the music on your own but there is a sweeter song that calls you home saying You're not alone for I am here let me wipe away your every tear
My love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest nights
And I'm the one who's loved you all your life
All your life Faithful and true...
Forever For my love will carry you....
You're not alone for I... I am here let me wipe away every fear...
Oh yeah My love I've never left your side
I have seen you through your darkest night
Your darkest night
And I'm the one who's loved you all your life All of your life
(By Meredith Andrews)
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Running
I am so excited! A friend and I were talking after breakfast yesterday, and started talking about running... I told her that I love to run! She told me that she has run in a marathon! (WOW!) I told her that I have always wanted to... But I do not know where to begin... (When I run, I run/walk..) I walk for a little while then run and repeat..
Anyway - she suggested the Thanksgiving Day 5K Run... So.... I am scared, but I am going to do it! Lord willing and by HIS GRACE!
I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me - Philippians 4:13
1 Corinthians 9:24-27
I don't know about you, but I'm running hard for the finish line. I'm giving it everything I've got. No sloppy living for me! I'm staying alert and in top condition. I'm not going to get caught napping, telling everyone else all about it and then missing out myself.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Forgiven And Loved: By Jimmy Needham
A Breath or Two
A Breath Or Two By Jimmy Needham